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i dont think this is a good sign when i feel like shit about this. but well see where this takes me. i know its gonna be a dead end but fuck it.
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[19 Oct 2004|05:25pm] |
yea...
ok...
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[24 Sep 2004|10:37am] |
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[08 Sep 2004|03:49pm] |
i got new rims but my car needs to go back into the shop because the axle is fucked up.
i am in debt about 700 dollars
i have no job because my co op teacher said that i cant work under the table
i have NO money at all. someone ripped me off of my last 20 bucks.
i have to find a job by next tues
i have no car, or even money to get gas. so i also have no way of getting home from school
i dont mind getting a new job other than the fact i do this job because this is what i am doing when i graduate highschool and i just got a 2 dollar raise so i make 10 dollars an hour. what is the point of co-op if i cant do the job that i plan on doing after highschool?!
i cant go back to making minimum wage. i went from making 5.50 an hour and bringing home 40 dollars a week to making 350 dollars a week. there is no way i could go back to making 40 dollars a week. i spend that on gas alone. plus i have to pay car insurance every month. treat my girlfriend to things. be envolved in hardcore. and have some extra cash for myself. ive went from being on top of the world with cash to NOTHING. ZERO.
fuck.
the positives are im alive, i have great friends and a great girlfriend. shit will pull through. whatevvvs.
[justin]
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[27 Aug 2004|09:17am] |
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i have an amazing girlfriend.
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[04 Aug 2004|01:02am] |
now that i have the internet again i gotta start getting back into writting in this..
i got my lisence, and my car and i are all legal.. there has been nothing to do.. but its cool
today me and bill hung out with krista for a little bit then i picked lisa up from work and just hung out and shit..
bill got me the best birthday present.. hahahahha he got me 2 titty shaped mugs with root beer in them.. and a hat that says suck titties on it. so now i can drink cold IBC's out of a titty.. how much better can life get. hah
tomorrow morning i have senior picture at 9 15. this sucks because i have to miss another day of work. my paycheck is going to be HORRIBLE this week.
whatevvvvvvvs
[justin]
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[01 Aug 2004|11:50am] |
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i have been working full time, i bought myself a new computer and internet so now im back online.
i get my license tommorow. tits.
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[11 Apr 2004|03:42pm] |
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friday i worked till 5 then went to jay moneys and josh's apartment and beth was there, its funny that she looks exactly like chris fullertons girlfriend, and in her drivers license picture.. exactly like alex mack. haha
then us 4 went to the punishment show.. which was okae. it pretty much was just hanging out because it was all friends. it wasnt a very big crowd. sad state, badluck, and punishment were fun.. then i just went home.
yesterday i worked from 11-7 then anthony picked me up and we all went to philly for a little bit. it was okae. just i cant stand south street.
i was planning on getting my shin tattooed next week but i cant help but spend money wherever i go..haha oh well.. i have the rest of my life to get tattooes.
some of my purchases for this weekend.
sheer terror- (double disc) bulldog edition
against the grain
rykers
dare to defy
I.D.K
misura
ANNNNNNNNND! a new cat.
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[09 Apr 2004|10:33am] |
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life is good. roundhouse nj is awesome and everyone is loving it. we got asked to play one ups record release show at the church(its not even set up yet so dont ask for info) which is going to be around the beginning of june. and we are going to do a weekend "tour" with them some time.. zach trotta from blacklisted is drawing us up a logo. we well silk screen shirts soon enough. and i have demos for sale.
AND to top off my spring break one up is playing with damage control and the first step in vermont next saturday and im going with them. that is going to be ALOT of fun.
i have work in like 20 minutes, then after work im going to the punishment show with jay money and josh buck. this shit is going to be wild tonight..hahaha "weapons of MOSH destruction" someones gonna get hurt. hah
soo.. yesterday i skipped school to go to work with my dad(which ive been doing a lot of) then i came home and went to one up practice and shit. then we all went to quiznos and tunes..
THEN! i discovered the missiah of ice cream.. cold stone creamery at the promenade in medford or marlton (i forget which one it was) oh man it was like waiting in line for the most exhilerating ride ever.. and it was amazing.
but now. i have to go to work.
[justin]
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[22 Mar 2004|10:53pm] |
this week is going to be soo much fun and soo eventful...
last night i went to see sad state at club extreme it was pretty silly.. it was like a practice haha i couldnt even tell what songs they were playign.. but were playign w/ them saturday anyways..
soo back to whats going on this week.
tomorrow (tuesday) i have work
wednsday is cast aside, blacklisted and in the red in west philly going to be alot of fun.. me creez krista and bill are going and i havent hung out w/ krista for awhile so it should be fun
thursday work
friday.. i have a half day and im skipping my prom for the death threat show which is going to be soooo much fun
saturday.. our first show..
friday march 27th at the basement in washington township
roundhouse NJ
SSOA
pride kills
dead and buried
skare tactic
doors at 6 30 4 bucks i believe
IM patdeyoungkills for more info
this is going to be a hell of a first show... im pumped.. the demos will be done by then and everyone better pick one up..
this is going to be great..
justin
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[19 Mar 2004|08:55pm] |
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my phone is turned off for the weekend because my dad forgot to pay the bill and no one comes into the phone office till monday.. ihave no phone or computer.. ill be at the show on sunday i have work and practice tomorrow.. im sure ill see some of you people....byyye
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[10 Mar 2004|07:05pm] |
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I FUCKING LOVE LEEWAY!
lauren came over for a little bit.. that was nice of her.. haha i love getting suprise visits.
[justin]
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[09 Mar 2004|06:12pm] |
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so the demo is mixed down and stuff but wont be sold until next week because joe still has to go in to do the one vocal part..
it is sooo hot though.. *ask fidge or krista* haha..
i have a job now.. i am an employee at greenleafs at in the deptford mall food court.. i start saturday at 9.
the layout for the demo and cover art is getting done.. look out for that and our first show is in washington township on saturday the 27th with ...
death do us part, repercussion and sad state of affairs.. everyone come check that shit out..
IM:patdeyoungkills for info.
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today was recording.. it was long and the guy we recorded with was the weirdest person ever but he was a fucking genious.. he knew everything about everything. seriously.
we finished up all the music today.. tomorrow joe hardcore and matt are coming over for guest vocals.. were gonna do all the vocal tracks group shouts and mix everything down tomorrow.. demos should be available by the end of the week.
TONIGHT lauren came over.. it was alot of fun.. we watched freaky friday and just hung out. it was so awesome seeing her i miss hanging out with her.
nothing else to say.
[justin]
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we are recording in about an hour.. im just waiting for anthony to get here..
last night i went to tunes in marlton and got some new stuff.
i got: skarhead: kings at crime
freeway 12inch
x-ecutioners- built from scratch
the finalplan- dead end nights
strength for a reason split with reach and ..as they die
Tunes is amazing for records like all the 7" are 50 cents and i got the freeway 12" for fucking 3 DOLLARS..
i was happy..
im off to record.. im not sure whats going on tonight.. lauren wants me to call her but we might all hang out with lisa and kim and stuff, im not sure.. ill write more laterrrr
[justin]
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[02 Mar 2004|09:18pm] |
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im bored and lonely...is this what a dry spell feels like?! fuck man..
friday me and ant are playing soccer. that should be fun..
lol what happened to the biddies? oh well i still got friends..
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[01 Mar 2004|07:05pm] |
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MIND GAMES ARE FOR HYPNOTISTS!
yea radiohead sounds good right about now.
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this weekend was pretty fun..
saturday i had practice then i came home and went to caits house with kerry.. it was okae kind of beat though because it was a bunch of jocks that were drinking but i talked to cait for a long time in her basement and shes a really cool girl. then i came home and ended up talking to her on the phone for a looong time...
yesterday was one up and kill your idols.. that shit was super fun.. i was soo happy for one up because usually im the only one that dances for one up this time kids went off.. it was great.. except i got yelled at for diving from the PA's..woops.. sorry greg haha..
kill your idols was great to see as usual i love that band and the guys are great dudes.. the singer is so political and antiscene he wears his work uniform to shows now ..haha there set consisted of a bad brains cover and a negative approach cover
i was kinda dissapointed with jail break they are a good band and are good on demo but they werent that great last night
murderweapon was tight.. yet another band i danced the whole time for..
mental is a good band and i liked watching them im just not that into them.. they were good i stayed for there set..
i talked to joe alot last night, hes definatly coming for the recording of the demo this weekend he is just waiting to hear from ant about what time were recording and what day he should come for the vocals..
i also talked to pat last night sounds like my "prom weekend" is going to be better than anyone who is actually going to the prom.. friday the 26th is going to be the death threat show, then saturday were supposed to play at his house the show consists of..
roundhouse NJ(us)
sad state of affairs
kiryama
repercussion..
definatly going to be a fun weekend..
as for now i wanna go get in my jacuzzi.. no one is home and i have no one to go in with.. WHERE ARE THE GIRLS?!.. welllp looks like im going solo because people have to be shady and lead you on...well shit happens..RIGHT?!
[justin]
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[28 Feb 2004|01:02am] |
I JUST WROTE A FUCKING BIG LONG ENTRY NOW ITS FUCKING GONE!
ahh!.
tonight me, creez, anthony, and kim went to the rotunda for a NR show..it was gay like the usual ska show..dont get me wrong there usually alot of fun but it was just a really weird atmosphere...
after NR played we went to some nasty welfare chinese buffet and i didnt get anythign but everyone else did and the only thing that the waitress did was get us all cokes and when we were walking out she chased us out saying "YOU NO LEAF TIP FOR OUWWS?!" hahah it was soo funny and the way i spelled it is how she said it..
after the buffet we picked up lisa from work and she came and hung out with us at creez's
then the girls went home and me bill and ant just bullshitted until like 12 or so.. then i came home and am doing this..haha
tomorrow should def. be fun.. i have practice and im hanging out w/ someone good:)..
sunday is KYI, one up and mental.. that is def. gonna be fun. im bringing fidge a RB 40..haha i know hes been feining..
not much else to say other than i got a new knife and a new hat with justin and less the other day.. i guess ill write more later..
--saturday sounds awesome--
[justin]
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[24 Feb 2004|11:52am] |
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im in school, im bored.. i cant stop thinking..
i cant wait for tomorrow this week is going soooooo slowwwww.. ugh. but tomorrow is def. going to be fun.
tonight me and ant are going to philly.. me and him are going to I goldberg, i wanna pick up some stuff.. its fat tuesday so all these fags from my school are going to philly, and all excited.. i didnt even know it was mardi gras until after i was in school and me and ant have had these plans for like ever.. this is just another day for us but all these fucks from my school are all excited.. fuck them. i hate school.
"dude why would you go to philly on mardi gras and not get fucking wasted?!" fucking kids are stupid.
i got a few new cd's.. i got outburst, sworn enemy, dead and buried, leeway, figure four, and embrace today
ohhhh man i cant wait for tomorrow, it really has never felt like this, it feels so good but im still scurrrd because i am prolly setting myself up for a let down:( well seeeeee...
this sunday is mental, one up, KYI, and jailbreak that is going to be Allllot of fun.
[justin]
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